Pressing On

There are days where I feel like everything inside of me just comes out..It shows up on my face, I get into mood swings. And then there are days when I feel like I can conquer the world. Like a ray of sunshine in a storm. Why can't I stay in the days where I feel at peace and comfort with myself. And not like I want to shrivel and die. Sometimes when I feel like that I talk to my friend and mentor Jill, or my friend Molly or even write about it. Sometimes none of that seems to help but I don't give up.. Well actually sometimes I do give up. I give up on ever finding the answer to my Whys and start to focus on the Can'ts. A long time ago, Sarah, one of my dearest friend  told me this: "Saying I can't is giving the devil a key and saying here I'm yours, saying  I can is telling God/Jesus I'm fully trusting that you can help me. I didn't understand at that time she spoke those words. But now seeing that they apply to many areas of my life helps me understand what she meant. Don't Give up even when it's hard..You can do this...I'm still telling myself this over and over,