Disappointments

The feeling you get when you disappoint someone who means so much to you. That you can't bear to look them in the eyes because all you see is how much you disappointed them. No matter what you do, however many times you disappoint God, you can always run to him and he forgives. Your disappointments and failure are already dealt forgotten. It's hard for me to accept that whenever I feel like I just disappointed someone in my life and I will never have them look at me without that hanging over us..