I think about you daily. But it has gotten to the point where I want to hear your voice again and it's not there. Like the only memories left of you is your family. I remember always getting a happy birthday call from you since the year I remembered your birthday. Since then I tried remembering your family and my family's birthdays because they are so special to me. Bringing you fresh picked flowers (they were weeds but you didn't let me know that) and kept them in a jar and telling you that I wish I could buy you sushi because it was your favorite. When I decided that it's sad seeing people pick flowers you laughed and said "It one of the things I love about you, your heart is kind and tender." I miss emailing you to talk if I couldn't get to in person. Even if it took awhile to respond to you, I enjoyed it. How you always made time for me, I understand now how hard it is when you're busy. Something that I wish you could see is how I have been trying to use my kind and tender heart for people. There are ways I'm leaving my sparkle for people. Life is full of tears but better dancing joyfully remembering beautiful souls like you that taught so much to people around them. Thanks for blessing me for 15 years of my life. "You'll be in my heart forever."
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